1st stay-in, Absent-mindedness

Not going to touch on what happened in the day. Just the usual learning of stuff.

For the stay in part, after office hours, we changed into shorts and singlets/shirts, slippers. Watched tv, played table soccer, locked the doors, switched off the unused lights, cleared the rubbish, and slacked.

It was quite an experience... and not a bad one either. I think staying in may actually be a fun thing... so long i don't do it that often.

I'm really not in the mood to blog. For some reason i feel so tired..

There was someting earlier that i wanted to share here.. but aargh, can't remember it now.

I think i'm slowly getting more and more laid-back. Many times i feel like i'm doing things in a trance, and i wake out of it some time later. For example, i put my shirt outside on a bench. I thought i kept it in my cabinet, but no, it seems i didn't. I thought i didn't turn on the fan in my room, but when i left my room and came back again, i saw it was on.

Now, this shows that i'm either getting really absent-minded, or strange forces are at work. I'm inclined to believe in the former, since i have been getting quite out-of-it as of late.

I think i need a goal, a dream... but i feel so spent. There's nothing propelling me forward....

Ahhhh~