Weird Dreams ... Memories...

To those who happen to chance upon this blog i may or not unleash upon the world.. please note that i may not elaborate too much. I'm usually feeling so weary.

First of all.. i had a weird dream. I dreamt that my sister and Celine died. I think they committed suicide or something... i was searching for something in the dream, and then i just cried... that's all i remember..

2 people jumping off hdb... crying... doesn't this remind me of Lionel and Fadly? Sometimes i wonder what life would be for Nbcb if Lionel hadn't done what he did back there. Hey, maybe i would be a different person altogether~ Now that's very likely..~

I always thought that their deaths have affected me in some way, though i can't tell what. Well, there are many things that made up my life... and their events have added to it in quite a big way.

I still haven't mourned properly for you yet Fadly, and i don't think i can now. Rest in peace..~