Reflections

The past week has been busy... loads of things has happened, but i'm just not in the mood to type it out.

I'm really tired of living life the way i am doing it now... or was it just this monday morning that i feel so out of it... so sian.

I guess its normal, after all i've been doing this work for 11 months. A year of it liao... 7 more months to go...

11 months of pretty much the same thing. How much can one person stand?

Truth is i'm feeling a bit lonely, when will i be able to hold the next girl and say she's my own?
When will i be able to hold her hand, and hug her?

And when will i finally do something about it? Or will i still rely on Fate/Destiny?
When will it finally happen?

Ahhhhhh..~