23th July 2007

Alright, its a monday again.

And this time, i really didn't want to wake up. Really. I felt warm and sore all over, and actually felt cold when i started showering, so i had to use hot water, which wasn't very beneficial to my back and neck i'm guessing.

Had some durian puffs and watched channel 46, thanks to recommendations from Gerlind Jie. They were showing some pool variety show. Basically some 'games' with the cueball and pool cue. Much more interesting than randomly flipping through the sports channels or animal planet... Ah.

Walked to the bus stop, saw 198 so i made a dash for it. Couldn't make it, but thankfully another one came less than 5 minutes later. The dashing made me realize the meaning of .. pain.

Work was normal. Though i heard that Michelle was quitting. Michelle, who was seriously telling me how she wanted to 'move up in the organization' and all. I'm really surprised. Think the 3 months must have changed her perspective. Either that or the confirmation salary was wayyy below what she expected. That's very very possible and likely.

No prizes to why there's a high turnover rate here.

Had lunch with Barry again, and this time we talked about Batam, his hometown. And guess what? He's going back on National day, and i may be joining him. Just to see the town and all.

That's something else to look forward to. Maybe i'll really join him if i got nothing on that day. Heh.

Had to cancel my facial today cause my face was apparently red, very red. No way i'll subject myself to the facial under these circumstances, so i had to reschedule.

I smsed Yingying today and wished her a happy first day in school, and i ended up being right! It Wasn't her first day! It was in August~ Very paiseh hor.. so i told her to save the message til August.. haha.

Damn i feel damn lame =/

Luckily i changed my appointment, cause on the way back i realized that my PSP's battery was flat. I must have accidentally turned it on, and let my bag hear all the music. At least someone/thing is happy..

Today i smsed Starlove and Min yi and a few others as well. Kaili didn't reply as usual. Starlove and i shared a few laughs.. haha. Private Joke, so you all wouldn't understand.

Min yi is surprisingly different this time when i smsed her. Its like when we first met again. She's very straightforward lor, less than 4-5 smses she tell me her birthday is on National day, and asked me to buy something for her liao.

Seh. She must be the first ever girl to ask me to do that.

Anyways i reached home to watch 2 episodes of Friends, before showering and meeting Shiyu. She wanted me to plan something for her... ended up talking til 9:30 like that, from 7:45. Think there's really a lot on her mind, and although i don't support all your thinkings, like the one with your friends, alot of things you will learn in time.

I just don't want you to be like me, i got hurt once and since then i've decided that nothing should be indispensable to me. Ended up i became very emotionless and .. well, the way i am now. I dare say i can live without anything. Send me to the US for 5 days and i'll survive. But whether i'm happy or not is another matter.

I think all our needs are simple, to be happy, and to find someone to love or be loved.

But sometimes we're placed in situations where its just not very possible to do so. Yet, we have to realize that happiness is not a destination, but a journey. Same with Love. You don't find Love & Happiness at the end, but on the way. Maybe you'll find peace at the end though, eternal peace..

Okay i'm rambling again. Sigh, when you told me your story, i also felt like crying. I know you've been through a lot, and i'm proud of you girl, that you're still so strong now.

Continue to be strong, and live on. You know what you want to do now, and if you're in doubt you can always ask me again.

Okay, that's about it i suppose. Gotta sleep soon, still got work tml..~

Signing off,
Aaron