Thoughts ..

Today was another busy day. I remember just stoning around for a few minutes, cause i was just too tired... mentally.

I guess there's nothing much for me to blog today, as i don't want to bore you with all the small details. I Am going to some Nalcom Treasure hunt thingy tomorrow, instead of going back to the medical centre. Lets hope we get to have some fun..~

Oh right, Edward will be staying with us til the end of this month, before he goes on to changi. Keat has landed back in Singapore today, will be reporting back to the med centre tomorrow i believe. Ivan teo still in India~

How could i forget~ At around 4+ most of us went out to the field and kicked some soccer. I got to be the goalie again... and it was quite fun. Mainly because it rained... Its been a long time since i'm out in the rain, and it wasn't a small rain either... The feeling is cool, but not cold. i guess "Shiok" would be the word to describe it.

We stopped playing at around 40 minutes later, when we heard the first rumble of thunder... its time to go back anyways.

I took 187 home, and i saw 3 Hongkah girls. They don't look the same as they did anymore. I think girls nowadays know how to dress, they all look better, and their hair is nice too. Reminds me so of Ms Lee Suyi.

Up til now, i still remember a few years back. It was Valentine's day and i was in the arcade, alone. And then i saw her, and she smiled at me and said "Hi". That moment, was the defining moment for that day. I wasn't feeling that happy before i met her, since i'm being Alone again that year, it isn't that surprising was it? She brightened up my day, and made me feel happier for a little while.

The only other lady that i've met who has that effect is perhaps Jooseng's agent. She just smiled at him, and whoa, i could feel the effect of it. I got blown away..

Haha. It would really be nice to know people who smile like that all the time, at you. Perhaps that's halfway to being falling in love?

I watched the channel 8 show at 7pm too. And basically its showing a girl who's really really ugly and a bit fat, and how she got treated unfairly. Things changed when she went for cosmetic surgery. And its true isn't it? If you're ugly, people tend to treat you with less respect, less kindness.

That's the ugly side of humans... we all aim for beauty, for perfection, that ugliness is discarded and thrown away, put in a place where we can't see it.

Beh. Its getting depressing. I'm going to get a bit of rest...