Monday - the blues..

Today... i woke up at 3:30, and then went back to sleep.

It didn't feel the same then.

When i arrived at work, i felt so ... lethargic and ... sianz. I just feel like.. everything's so sian... so ... meaningless to my life.

Is that monday blues? Or a prelude to depression?

My mood was further dampened when i realised that i need to do RT cover on sunday...
There goes my long weekend... again. Guess i won't be getting any long weekends soon enough..

Somehow i feel like my sgt dislikes me, thats why he puts me on Mayday, and then this..
But maybe not, i guess its just me i suppose.

But after thinking about it, i got nothing much to do on sunday anyways. So why am i depressed?

I can't say. Sigh.

Geraint reported sick again today... i wonder when his back will ever stop aching... i see him all the time i also sian. Haha, this is a job where you don't want to see people over and over, unless they're clerks. Strange world i'm living in.

We played an hour odd of soccer today, then i went to JP to meet Zacky to pass him some Bleach Cds. Then went over to fish & co and had fish and chips... sigh. The food tastes pretty sucky.. and i thought food would taste better at a better place. Oh well.

I feel like i paid 18 bucks for the sweet, which tasted the best. Sigh.

Went to the library after that, got 2 gemells books which was sort of what i wanted to read. So i'm happy at that at least..