24th July 2007 - pool with v5 - thoughts -

24th July 2007 - Tuesday

Was awaken by several Yanie smses. Phew, people haven't been smsing/calling me accidentally for a while now. It feels nice to be mistakenly smsed~ (haha)

You know all this time i was trying to find something to do in the office? Turns out that boss didn't give me much work, because he presumes i'm busy with other stuff.

I was waiting for him, and he was waiting for me! This tends to happen alot. Bleh.

Today i smsed Xuting and Min Yi. Xuting for what present to get Min yi, and Min yi just to say hi. She's an interesting girl. Not your usual run of the mill for sure.

Anyways i quote Xuting, "In a nice way, she's special. In a bad way, she's weird. Haha. But overall she's quite nice. If only she could change her special way of thinking."

Eh. I believe i'm like that too. I always felt different from the others.. Truth be told i fly from group to group, trying to feel like belong, but more often than not, i feel like they are guest characters in my life.

They join me for a while, then they leave, and i'm off to find another group. From macdonalds people, to hongkah people, to boon lay people, to tp people, to army people, to navy people, to chess people, to anyone.

Hmm, and now i'm still in search of new friends whom i can feel comfortable with. Its weird ba, sometimes i can't understand what this group thinks/says, but other times i'm fine with them. Sometimes i think this group is boring, but other times can be very fun.

Okay rambling again.

Boss said something before he left. I should try loads of things when i'm young. Why? Because when i'm young and i make mistakes, youth can be blamed. When i get older, and make the same mistakes, they'll say you're stupid. If you get older still and make a mistake, you'll probably be blacklisted.

So while i'm young, i should enjoy my youth, and go forth and make mistakes! I mean, don't make mistakes for the sake of making them, but take RISKS! Because if i fail, i can attribute it to youth and try again!

Not just for work, but for any other aspect of my life!

Okay, i should start looking for work i can only do when i'm young, and always wanted to do.. but what? Ideas & Suggestions welcome.

Quan said that f5 will be playing pool later at 8pm, so i went home, had dinner, watched 1/2 episode of friends, and i did 2 things as well.

1. I emailed the Workers' Party Youth Wing, and told them i was interested in their activities. Yeap. That's what i did. I'm fed up with the ruling govt. I want to see changes man! Still waiting for their reply.

2. I went to Sbs Transit's website and signed for the Ride & Redeem thing. Basically this promotion has been going on for quite some time, just that i haven't really went to the website. This allows you to redeem points while you just ride on SMRT buses and NEL normally. Some of the prizes are pretty good stuff, and its free registration, so do check it out.

Went to Jp and met up with Junxiang and Ck.. or calvin. Looked around the phones at the Singtel shop, and saw the phone i wanted. It does look a bit weird as compared to k800i, but ah well. I need to feel it before i know.

Anyways we went up to play some pool soon after, and they changed the carpeting of the tables. And right, we were asked to show our ICs as proof of our age. Wah, i feel so young again.

I then proceeded to play one of my suckier few matches. I couldn't help it! The music was blasting, and it was english hip hop! I have no idea what they were singing, but it was damn loud and distracting.

Morale dropped to all time low here.

Apparently i wasn't the only one affected, cause i managed to win 2 out of 5 matches in the end.

Were hungry, so QS drove us for some Nasi Lemak at Boon lay. Waited for at least 20 minutes i think. The otak was good, the chilli was good, but the chicken wings were kinda.. normal. It was much better the last time..

We chatted and crapped, then left for home..

Phew. Its 12:20 already. Will be sleeping real soon. Zzzz.