Today was a normal enough day.

Just that i was watching the channel 8 show @ 7pm. You know, Yuan Dian.
I'm starting to feel like the guy Yucheng(Eh, i'm not talking about his looks or money). You know the 3 of them are together, but Yucheng could never join in.. its like he's always supporting in the background.

He likes the girl, but the girl don't like him that way. Maybe cause in the sense even though all 3 of them grew up together, Tie-Tou and Felicia Chin were together cause they played together more.

I feel like i'm always looking from outside in a relationship. Don't think it has to do with guts to confess or not, more like i'm just generally not regarded as boyfriend material. In fact, i think i make a much better friend than a boyfriend.

I'm not good with expressing my feelings either. And this sucks. When something emotional happens, i don't know what to do, other than to offer the practical or logical solution.

Heh, i guess i've guarded my emotions so well that i don't know how to express them anymore.

Can anyone teach me?

Okay, i'll log off before i start getting too emo. IPPT Tomorrow! Need to pass at least! Phew..~ Waking up at 6:15 like that =_=