Celine

Celine.

This entry is about Celine.

Remember i told you a few times about 2 (now 3 people) that were once good friends, but are now ignoring my calls, smses, msn messages (if they even come online>? Celine is a friend from TP, that i've went out with many times and had loads of fun together.

I must say, she must be my first ever female friend that i have a platonic friendship with. Yup, i don't like her in that sense at all, and i've had many enjoyable talks and outing. Not to mention the whole thing with Darryl, my best friend in TP.

I still can't remember how happy i was when they got together... And how bleh i felt when they seperated...

I also know that she has a lot of issues with school, and its like she excommunicated herself from the rest of her mates. I believe she had a close group of friends once, but there was some backstabbing here or there (what i recall of Celine's batch is that they're very very competitive and academically inclined, so this isn't really a surprise).

Why am i saying all this?

Yesterday i told sy(sis) that its Celine's birthday, and she should send her a message. I asked her to msg me if she's online, and she did. So we started talking a bit.

Turns out that she wanted to forget everything about TP. She said i was the unfortunately party caught in between.

I can understand. It must have been more painful those 3 years then i thought..

I told her that i hope she can one day overcome all those difficulties, and that we'll be close friends once again. I'm saying this with my fingers crossed of cause... i really do want to sing KTV at her place there, in fact i think we already made a 'date' to go there one day.

Yes, i miss you Cel. I miss your sarcasm and wits, i miss your humour, i miss your company, i miss your fashion sense (no one to accompany me to shopping anymore).

I hope to see you again Celine. Someday, when you're much stronger...

Be well, and do take good care of yourself..~ Good bye..~