4th July, Independence Day

4th of July, Independence day!

Today met up with Weixiang again for lunch. The career advisor actually met up with him before for payment. Think they're getting at least 10% of the course fees ... which is at least $265. Wow! I think i may just do something like that too. Easy money leh. Lol.

ANyways, i still couldn't say it out that i .. want to know Min Yi, so i just had lunch with him and talked about his gf's bday, how he's going to celebrate and etc.

I smsed him after i went back to work, it was a rather awkward message.. okay, if you promise not to laugh please read on.




"Eh. I dunno why i couldn't bring myself to say it, it just felt weird, but i would like to know more about that minnie girl.. There i said it."

followed by "Anyways, that was a bit uncalled for haha. Comments?"



Then weixiang's next 3 smses comes with alot of hahas.

Ahya, seriously i don't know why i couldn't just say it out. I'm beginning to suspect there's an obstacle in my heart or mind, and i couldn't move myself over it. Maybe that's why i'm single now.

Patrik is right, there are so many girls in Singapore. The only reason why i'm still single has to be myself. (Not that i'm not waiting for the right girl to come along, but how right is right? How to determine right?)

I'm going to sleep early tonight.. been too tired these past days.

*Yawns*

I'm reading Cecila Ahern's "Where Rainbows End" as well. She writes pretty nice books that identifies with the people around our age group...

Coincidentally, i saw su min today! And i so loudly called out Suyi!(i was quite a bit embarrassed, but the word Suyi means so much more than Su min. Heh. So Naturally i just said Suyi!

She's still working in macdonalds, which means she must have been working for at least 6 years now. Whew. And she works at the Science Centre branch. Think i'll go visit her next time, shun bian ask about Isaac. Haven't seen him for such a long time... phew.

Lastly, i feel like i've lost another friend. Kaili hasn't been coming online, and hasn't been replying to my smses. Same as Jooseng and Celine, just that they don't answer my calls either.

What's happening man. I thought we were friends, but now i feel like i'm being abandoned. Bleh. I'm feeling a bit seperated from Chiman Jie as well. In fact i just feel so distant lately.... ..~