Today is a day of relative slack.

Considering i slept at 6am.. i woke up at 2pm.
You know, there was actually 3 events for me today...

Church with David. (Rejected cause i got 2 other things that came first)
BBQ with Budee's friends (Didn't go because they started pretty early, and when i woke they were already having fun)
Anime song festival (Didn't go cause got a little stomachache, not to mention i don't think i know much people there. Too nua to go as well)

And it is so i spent a whole afternoon watching Heroes.

I got reminded of Minnie a bit when i saw that little girl acting as a mouse in the sheng shiong show (haha. damn lame).

When i saw the joker card when i was feeding rain.

And when i saw some topics in SGF.

Bleh.

Sometimes i ask myself, am i not able to love, because i keep looking back in the past, or because i'm too damn logical? Or is it the other way around? Or is it just an auto defence mechanism my heart developed?

I don't know man. But from today on, i guess i should start to look ahead, and not at the past anymore.

FOR THE FUTURE!